winter weight. clearly, this would sound like i’m talking about actual physical, i ate way too much, kind of weight. the polar vortex pounds, i may or may not still be carrying around from last year, kind of weight. but, ponder beyond the pounds with me, because i’m referring to the heaviness that is sometimes habitulized in this hibernating season.
this weekend it started to snow. i usually find the first snow nothing short of magic. white snowflakes dancing down from the heavens and blanketing the earth with quiet. tangible hushes of heaven. a covering of fresh snow is the closest i’ve ever come to hearing peace. but, this time i couldn’t hear the whisper. i heard my voice working in circles of mild polar panic.
a few things. it snowed here yesterday…no accumulation, but frigid air for sure. yesterday i had a sickie and while i did large amounts of wash all i could think of was how thankful i am to have a washing machine. i can’t imagine the days of having to h handwash and, this is what my kitchen table looks like at the moment. an empty star napkin holder, a pumpkin dish, a land of nod catalog, pb+j not put together, and a leaf from my fiddle leaf fig tree, who seems to be shedding. it’s just a snap of real life, because life has been feeling really real lifeish lately, you know. the hum of the dryer, the routine of kids, the falling into bed at night and not having enough energy to even read.
in strange ways, it has felt kind of reassuring this week. do you ever feel this way?
and, speaking of reading, i seem to be book hopping lately. now, i’ve started the alchemist, and am taking a break from outlander. i think i’ll do a book post next week, because i have finished quite a few books since my last “currently reading” post.
wishing you a calm and rather boring weekend or an active and exciting one. whichever is your wish, of course.
i always look forward to their catalog because it’s so darling and honestly, i get a lot of great design ideas from their excellent styling. i’m loving the latest catalog so much, i thought i’d share a few of my favorite items right now:
1. electron pendant lamp / how cute would these look hanging over nightstands on either side of the bed? in a kid’s room or a grownies.
2. where the heart is art / this hometown personalized art makes my heart swell. personalized without being too personalized. you know?
3. color static rug / i recently saw a photo of this rug being hand loomed in india and it was ah-mazing.
4. jenny lind doll bed set / everything is better mini. i wish la la was little enough to put this on her christmas list. it’s so darling and certainly the type of toy that gets passed down through the generations. matching beds for you + dolly. and, this is the doll, i’d want for the bed. you know, if i was going to play house.
yesterday i got a facial. i got a facial with a gift card that i have been holding onto for – wait for it – 5 years. it was given to me when i was pregnant with liam, who will be 5 in a few weeks. i guess i didn’t want to make time for a facial – - for 5 years.
i’ve been neglecting self care, for awhile. mostly in the form of my body. running on fumes. literally and figuratively. i thought i’d get in great shape with running. i only gained weight and lost 3 toe nails. i did however, also gain endurance and confidence in what my body is capable of.
i have been eating not so great, for the past *cough* few years. i like healthy food, and i do eat it. i just haven’t been able to stomach it, all the time, really. in general, i’ve just have been feeling kind of mehhhh and when you feel mehhh, it’s hard to break the cycle of mehhhh.
last week, after being sick for 2 weeks (and feeling super mehhhh), i told my mom i wanted to go to nordstrom’s, just to get out and to look at some products (i’m never against a little retail therapy). i had a few gift cards that i had been hoarding for awhile (do you see a pattern here?), and figured now would be a great time to put them to use. lotions, potions and makeup have always been my favorite pick me up, (after feeding my soul) when i’m not feeling like my best self.
i wanted to start with some skincare. specially some anti-aging night cream (what is your favorite brand or product?). i love trying new brands and i certainly mix products from different lines (my fave face wash / my fave serum), but i ended up at the estee lauder counter. i’ve used estee lauder skincare on and off over the years (their eye makeup remover is always on my counter), and my mom has used it, regularly, over the years and her skin looks fabulous (most people think that she’s my sister or that my kids are hers – ha). so, i always pay attention to what products work for her. i ended up with the revitalizing night cream and eye cream, and i’m really liking it. it has a great feel, a light smell, and a good price point. while at the counter, aerin lauder‘s line caught my eye. ok, well the packaging caught my eye first. i ended up trying the bronzer, concealer, a cream blush and this lipstick (i never wear lipstick, but i’m totally loving this one. it’s super creamy and such a delicate color. i don’t really like to feel “done” up, but it just made me look a bit more lively and in turn feel a bit more lively. the blush was not a color i would usually go for with my fair skin, but it actually looks just right along the cheek bones.
i’m a huge believer that beauty comes from the inside out, but neglecting the outside never does my insides any favors.
i’ve been working from the inside out, getting up early and spending time feeding my soul. reading, writing, praying, thinking and just sitting in the quiet before the noise and hurry of the day. this has done wonders for me, actually – - exercising my soul. but, i feel like it’s time to start taking care of the outside too.
i’m making small steps. for me, bible reading led to bronzer and bronzer to the body (inside to out). i signed up for the balanced life’s 4×4 pilates program. small step. i’m super excited, and a little nervous about it. i did yoga this morning in my bedroom. small step. and, i hope to start my daily 30 minute walks again. step, step.
self care is certainly a process and looks differently at different times in our lives. sometimes it calls for full focus on the inside and other times on the outside. and, yet the best balance is to nurture your body, soul (mind) and spirit.
take care, lovelies. wherever you feel most neglected or a little starved – - take care there, first. then the next will follow. i’m learning as i go, right along side you.
what about you? are you consistent with self-care? and what is self-care look like to you? what types of things (even products) revitalize you? i’d love to know.
here are the products i mentioned above. if you feel like a little color and care might lift your mood these are your products (more of my fave products here):
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